Maybe it’s just that I’m paranoid. But I really got the feeling something is array at our church this morning. I’ve got a sinking feeling about it, but I don’t know what it is. I heard a single loaded comment from someone that really let me know that something was up.
One thing about these feelings. I’m almost never wrong. So whatever it is, it is serious. I just pray it doesn’t effect me or my job.
I had a feeling things weren’t going well in Horroville long before I correctly viewed it as the time to go. I don’t feel like I need to go that route and start looking or anything as thing are going really well by anyone’s definition. Numbers are up. Students are growing. Lots of good stuff offered. Good solid teaching. Of course, these were true in Horrorville as well!
It could be the power struggle that is going on (as normal) by a regime change with the deacons. I hope that this is all my weird feelings are about. As Kristen said, “people are wearing a lot of grey for this time of year.”
Dear God, don’t let the grey be about me. I love this place and want to be here and feel as though I’ve followed your direction while serving here. Amen.
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