• the final countdown

    Here is a post I made on my LF blog.

    Yesterday was an all in all good day in 5mile. The afternoon club was slammed with kids while the drop-in was nearly silent. That was the opposite of the other days but a welcome little change of pace.

    The finish line is just beyond the hill…. we can see the finish line and we are now running downhill again. I had a good talk with Maime and what they could change for 2006. My biggest conviction is that they should have a clear plan for the drop-ins. What will they teach or communicate on each day. In some ways God moved powerfully, but I am also overcome with what could have been. I feel like a better plan may have materialized a better result. The leadership issues are plain to see… not even worth mentioning as a solution as it can’t be the same again. In my eyes all problems we’ve seen have gone through those two problems.
    There’s a ton of drama going on with my team about who likes who and what are they going to do about it. Apparently the leaders weren’t listening when they told us that we needed to leave all of the relationships alone for these 2 weeks. Oh well.

    With only 24 hours left I am concentrating on finishing strong and buying things. I have picked up a fair amount of stuff for the kids and a couple of things for Kristen, the main thing I’ve been waiting to buy until the end… a nice sweater for Kristen.

    It’s been a couple of days since I’ve heard from any of the other teams. I’m guessing they are all doing great and struggling with the mixed emotions of coming home. While we are all excited to see our families and move on with life, we will all miss our time in our locations. I look forward to the BBQ Saturday and all the good stories. More than that, I can’t wait to tell all the good things that God has done to our friends back in Romeo.

  • things coming together?

    News from Autumn in Killilea:

    hello all. so, here is my story for today. so, last night, Chris and I
    took JT (Carols4 year old son) to get a snack. On the way back, we ran
    into Broghna,who asked me if I wanted to go to the drop in with her, I
    didn’treally want to go, but I did anyway. So there was this drunk
    guystanding on the corner,staring at us. We were having troubles
    openingthe lock and it took us about 5 minutes. He kept on moving closer
    andstaring at us. So we finally got it unlocked and we got inside andlocked it.
    As soon as we were inside, he walked up and was staringright in the window
    at us. He didnt go away, so we phoned Laura, andshe sent Clements over to come
    pick us up,so we didnt have to leavewith a scary drunk guy standing right
    outside the door. So then theguy left. We were all safe and OK, and I feel kinda
    stupid, but it wasreally scary.today was our first day of kids club. about 40
    kids showed up,whichwas awesome.It went really well. Adam came to visit
    for a littlewhile, and we saw Beth on saturday too, so that was cool.I can’t
    believe that we’ve been here for 14 days! its monday and wewill be home on
    sunday! I swear like yesterday I was excited becauseit was a month til we
    left. its already august! thats crazy!well goodbye all, love you and miss you

    For those who haven’t heard from their kids in a while… Eveyone is fine. I know for a fact that Andrea doesn’t have e-mail access and Katie is chosing to obey the “leave home @ home rule.” So if you aren’t hearing from someone… know that they are fine. There is so much “back channel” talk between leaders and even to me that if something was up I’d know within a matter of hours. As David Schultz told me, there is nothing to worry about because even if something goes wrong there isn’t anything you can do about it. You’ll still have to trust us!
    On that note… I’d be happy to answer any questions if someone has one. Just leave comments 🙂

    From 5mile: This morning at our team meeting we were really dragging tail. I can’t include myself in that since I slept great last night and feel ready to take on the world. But everyone else looked tired, very tired. This was a chance for me to put my “Pastor Adam” cap on and encourage the troops. I shared with them 3 passages of scripture to spur them on for these last 3 days. This is what YFC jokingly calls a “coming to Jesus moment” where everyone gets back on task.

    1
    Corinthians 9:24-26
    24Do you not know that in a race all the runners
    run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.
    25Everyone who competes in the games goes into strict training. They do it to
    get a crown that will not last; but we do it to get a crown that will last
    forever. 26Therefore I do not run like a man running aimlessly; I do not fight
    like a man beating the air.

    Ephesians
    2:10
    10For we are God’s workmanship, created in Christ Jesus to do good
    works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.

    2 Timothy
    2:14-15
    14Keep reminding them of these things. Warn them before God
    against quarreling about words; it is of no value, and only ruins those who
    listen. 15Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a workman who
    does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth.

    The message from those verses is simple. Finish strong. Show self-control. These have been our biggest weaknesses as a team. As I shared with them, it isn’t too late to show some self-control and to still finish strong. Let’s leave here with no regrets.

    A funny note: I’ve made another one of my Adam moments that has everyone talking. While at lunch yesterday I joked with the wait staff about their dumb waiter. Apparently the term “mexicans” is a term for any immigrant to NI and especially those from the Republic of Ireland. They asked me what a difference was betweent their resteraunt and one in the States I just said that there would likely be more Mexicans. This sent them into a roar of laughter and it wasn’t until later that I learned about the connection. Another oops.

    Another funny note: Apparently there isn’t much to do here for the police. 3 unmarked police cars took us around on our day off. The car were pretty normal except for the guns in the trunk, the sirens, and all the radios. I will say that is was my first trip in the FRONT SEAT of a police car. :0 The guys were a lot of fun and we may be getting a tour of the jail later this week. Another team got to get dressed up in full riot gear… I hope I get to do that!

    Grace and peace,

    PA

  • Update from Omagh

    Here is a post I just made on my ministry blog. I’ll only add to it that on my day off I enjoyed a great lunch with Joy and tasted my very first Irish pint. Contrary to popular belief… most Irish can’t stand Guiness. I had the house beer and it was awesome and well deserved.

    Today is our teams day off. So far I’ve shopped for a few hours in Enniskillen, NI and have now shopped some more in a town called Omagh.

    Where have you been? My last update was Saturday afternoon. About the time I was typing another team member, Rebecca was leading 4 young people in a prayer as they received Christ. It was an exciting day for our team as we saw some results. As can be expected, something like that really gives the team a shot in the arm.

    Sunday…. I got up pretty early and worked on my talk some more. Both of the church services went pretty well. Apparently churches here resond differently than in the States. I got almost no response whatsoever to either message. Even with the facial feedback, they seemed disinterested. It is easy to see why the young people don’t like the local churches and call them dead… because they largely are. The people here say “the church is dying” and I think that may be giving the churches in our area more credit than they deserve. There are few vital signs and strikingly little connection to the life giving power of the Bible. OK, time to get off that soapbox.
    Later Sunday evening we decided to fulfill Val’s wish and try to get her baptized. We left the Methodist Church at about 5:00 PM and started to walk over towards the lakes. It took us about 2 hours to find a suitable location and get everyone together. As Val, Becca, and I entered the lake we realized quite quickly that this was going to be very, very cold. But it was a beautiful time for Val and all of our team. As we got out of the water we all sang a praise song, “Beautiful One” and prayed with her. To our suprise a family stopped to talk to us and encourage us. (They were Chrisitans visiting 5mile on holiday.)

    Monday… My day began very early as I signed up to man our 24/7 prayer room at 5:00 AM. I spent most of my hour cleaning up the nasty mess others had left but managed also to pray. At 8:30 I got picked up by David Schultz and his wife Dawn for my visits to the different sites with Romeo people. We first dropped off Dawn and I got to meet a man named John who is the director of YFC Europe and Middle East. He was a cool guy and very hospitable. From there we went to Killileah to see Autumn and Katie. When I got there we had a great reunion and tried out best to catch up. I took some pictures, encouraged them, and then I was off to Monkstown. All I really have to say about Katie and Autumn is it looked like things were going very well. They were their normal bubbly selves and I wouldn’t worry about them at all.

    From there we drove through the country, through Belfast’s city center [David ran a red light and nearly killed us! Turns out the middle finger is pretty universally applied worldwide when you run red lights… good to know.]

    On the north end of Belfast is an area they call Monkstown. I would be a liar if I said Monkstown was a nice place. It’s not. It’s pretty rough and tumble. They’ve had a couple of break in and I was expecting them to be really defensive. I found the team to be quite happy and completely resolved to finish their task despite anything that was tossed their way. LisaB is doing great. She found out that I talked to this massive guy, Jackson, from Regina, Saskatchewon about keeping her safe and clear of boys! She said, “is it true that you are paying Jackson £20 to keep me safe?” I said, “Well, your mom must have kicked in some money since I only offered him £10!” We had a great time there and I enjoyed a simple but nice lunch with the team. Good things in Monkstown! It may not be the nicest place in the world, but God is moving in Monkstown… and the team really is safe. Please just pray that the work would get done there.

    From there, we drove about 20 minutes up to Ballyclare. Dawn and her team are VERY VERY close. She is doing great and I was amused that she had taught her team all kinds of Romeo-isms. I walked in and an Irish lady asked me “Am I in the right church? Alleluh!” We had a short but good visit there. All is well. That team is really, really tight and I fully expect lots of tears at the BBQ Saturday as they say goodbye.

    Onward to my last stop, Portadown. Andrea and her team are also doing quite well… even though they are battling the cold. What stuck out to me in Portadown was that the team really liked each other. They are even in the process of writing songs for each team member. I can’t wait to hear Andrea’s. Andrea is doing quite well and it seems like her team is getting the job done.

    At each site I reminded them “It doesn’t matter how well you start the race, all that you will be remembered for is how you finish… finish strong and with no regrets.”

    What about 5mile? Honestly, I am tired of team life. I like my team, they are great people… but I think it’s a combination of the constant chaos, lack of leadership, and me missing my family that has just got me “faking it” a lot. I miss my partner and best friend Kristen and this experience would be a lot more fun with her here. Besides that bit, I am also tired physically. Late nights, too much food, too much stress, living on the set of “Real World: Fivemiletown” and not getting adequate sleep is starting to wear on me. I plan on going to bed nice and early tonight so that I can get refreshed for the sprint to the finish!

    This has been such an incredible experience and I know my part of the post made it seem like I am really down on myself and my team… let’s just say I need a bit of a break and I am getting that today. All will be better in the morning.

  • news from NI teams

    Here are some updates I’ve gotten today from our different teams here in Northern Ireland.

    Lisa writes….keep us in ur prayers. we had kids break into the church where we are staying at last nite when we went out (it was our nite off otherwise we would have been there) 2 kids broke in thru an already cracked skylite and stole $ from 3 ppl and hid it sumwhere. it was scary and some other kids found it in the estate but still… it was a definite violation of our stuff and they had to call the cops and file a report and we were up till 2 am and had to get up at 8 for kids klub. tuff. one kid won’t admit to it. the other one readily gives up the info. the other kids that were there are admitting to everyone that they knew the 2 did it. and ya that’s the current low down. ttyl ilysm miss u guys!lisa bee

    Jon also checks in… I’m over here in Ballymena. Were doin great over here, Were running a holiday club club for the kids in a church and their friends. Our job is to get the youth in the church group excited so that after we leave they are still working. We set up a room so that it looks really cool. we got an army cargo net to hang from the ceiling. DJ equipment a stage and a video projector for visual stuff. and tables and a coffebar and a tuck shop for where the kids sit. I got to go so I’ll look forward to hearing from you guys and how you’re all doin. We’ve been really successful in what we’ve been trying to do.

    Dawn posted on the LF site… Still having fun here in N.I. We had only our 3rd rainy day today. We’ve been here for 11 days and it’s been warm. Yay!
    Anyway – God has been working in the young people here in Ballyclare. Today we were supposed to go to a different estate, Rashee, to hang out with some kids. However, last night at the youth drop in, there were two girls there from the other estate, Grange, that were seeking and questioning us about God. They were asking so many questions and over and over again. I asked the one girl if she was ready to make a decision and she wasnt. So, today it rained and so we didn’t have the club at Rashee, but we invited those kids and the Grange kids to the church to hang out, play video games, pool, ping pong and football. So, the two girls ended up coming from the Grange estate. They wouldn’t have been there if we went to Rashee. They both made decisions to become Christians. They poured out their hearts and broke down with Jess and Lyns. It was an awesome day – definately an encouragement. Also, David has been hanging out with us. He is the one who got saved on Tues. You can totally already see a change in him. He is happy and doesn’t have that angry, tough guy attitude. Praise God! He is pretty influencial with his friends too.
    We are really excited! Please keep praying. Love and miss you!
    Cheerio-

  • another good night at the drop-in

    Let’s start with the good news, this is an exert of a message I received from “wee Autumn.”

    hiii Adam!!!! So I’m at the library in Killyleagh. Its pretty
    sweethere. Its a small town, but bigger then we expected. We’ve
    beendoing clean ups in the morning. yes. me. cleaning. like as in garbage.and
    jellyfish. ewww. but thats okay, i don’t mind doing that, until iget home that
    is. I really like my team, we get along really well. Timmy and Chris are
    hilarious, Clements is funny too, but especiallyTimmy and Chris. Dont
    worry though, I don’t like any of them. We’vebeen working at the drop in
    center at night (where almost all the kidsgo out at some time during the night
    to go and smoke) Carol (ourlocation manager) and Laura (our team leader)
    said that the kidswouldnt like us and would ignore us or else ask us a lot about
    our sexlives and stuff. but they really responded to us, they opened
    rightup to us and talk to us a lot. Laura Maighread and I had a
    goodconversation with a kid about christianity and rules and boundries. Another
    kid who all the kids kindof look up to wants to become abornagain christian, so
    thats really cool, because he has a lot ofinflunece at the drop in. I
    really enjoy talking to all the kids,they are great. Today instead of
    cleaning up we went to an old folkshome. It was cool, we sang and talked.
    One of the workers therereminded me a lot of my aunt sandi and I had to fight
    tears.
    I’ve bought lots of make up so I can be all like…I
    don’tknow…but its fun. I’ve had pretty good food so far, theres been
    afew times that I haven’t liked it and I had to fake it and just eat itanyways.
    I’m going to have to work really hard on not picking upswearing on this
    trip, my group (and everybody else) swears a lot,cuse damn and ass are normal
    words here, they were making fun of usfor saying butt, so I have to make sure
    that I don’t pick that up, orelse my parents will kill me. oo and I have nice
    showers, and they arelike 2 minutes away from the church we are staying at
    (where we haveproper beds! go us) so thats about it, well actually this
    isnt, butyou probably dont want to read anymore, sorry about the long email.
    ohyeah…and the butt graber is on my team, and his girlfriend is onLisas team,
    I still think about it like every time I look at him, andit makes me kind of
    sick to my stomach, but I’m getting used to it.

    I will agree with Autumn on the cussing thing. It’s pretty strange to hear the leaders say those words… I have to try not to cringe! Praise God for the good news, our students are being stretched and shaped. This fills me with happiness!

    Last night we had a lot of kids at our drop in center. Basically, since there is nothing to do in town at night we just fling the doors open and they come since there isn’t much else to do. Of course, there is a sad component to it and a happy component to it. It is really sweet because we’ve created and opened a prayer room for them to go to. There are about 4-5 stations where they can guide themselves through some prayers and it has a lot of instructions. It’s incredible to see them dwell in there. There is a station called confession where they write out their confessions and ask for forgiveness of those sins, and then burn them to demonstrate that sins can be washed away. Of course, theologically speaking this isn’t 100% true since most of them don’t know Christ yet… but they do recognize they are sinners and need to be forgiven. God is good for showing them that. There are many kids asking deep spiritual questions here in 5mile… praise God for that. I am hoping that we are adequately showing these students that Jesus is real and he will meet you right where you are at. But it isn’t all a bed of roses. Last night I invited myself into a cluster of young teens, 11-14, who were outside on the park bench smoking in front of the church. While we made small talk and I told them about Michigan my little antenna went up at some of the stuff going on in the group. As I observed it some more I realized that they were pairing up sexual partners for the night. My head began spinning at this reality. In many ways 5miletown is Romans 1:18-32 in action.

    Team news While the ministry and team times have been going fantastic, the informal times have been, at times, disastorous. Meals especially. It all came to a head when, after a great drop in time followed by fantastic pray within the team meeting, the leadership disolved and utter chaos ensued. One of the team leaders was trying to keep it under control and get the others into their nightly meeting… but the other 2 were sooooo into their water fight [running around the outside of the building at 11:00 PM with glass water jugs and screaming] that they just ignored her. For the first time, I had to step in and scold them. I didn’t want to but there was little choice left. They had made complete idiots of themselves again… and this time had jumped into dangerous territory. Feelings were being hurt, risks were being taken, neighbors were probably being annoyed…

    So, despite everything I’ve tried to do to quietly influence and “just serve” but not lead, I dragged them into a heart to heart meeting. [Richie had earlier encouraged me to do this if I felt like they were screwing up.] I let them know that where they stood. The rest of the team wants to follow them, but they aren’t leading. They are a distration to our ministry. They are not delegating. On and on. My heart was ripped open since I didn’t want to do this. I want to be a follower here and learn from them! I know they were shocked at what I told them and I know that they continued to meet for quite some time, bringing in others to talk to them as the night went on. I hope I haven’t overstepped my boundries. I was just torn between the reality that they are in charge weighing versus they are leading us away from our goals and the potential long-term good we can do for 5mile. I was nearly sick after this meeting. Please pray for my team. We all want to follow these 3 leaders… it’s my prayer that they would embrace that role before it’s too late.

    Today is more games and drop-in stuff. The Americans on our team are excited about David and Dawn [the US ProjectServe leaders] dropping in on us today or tommorow. I will definitely be going with them on Monday or Tuesday to see the rest of our group in their locations. I am hoping to do this on Monday so I can still have the day off with my team on Tuesday. I want to do some shopping, see a movie, and play like idiots too!

  • Article for local paper

    I was asked to write a small article for the local paper in Fivemiletown.

    Fivemiletown-You may have noticed some unfamiliar faces around the streets of Fivemiletown lately. Four area churches welcomed a Youth for Christ Summerserve team to work with area youth and teenagers. The team arrived at the Fivemiltown Methodist Church’s Wesley Hall on Saturday, July 25th and will work here until August 5th.

    The team, led by members of Youth for Christ’s Y1 internship program, consists of eleven members from three nations. There are three from Northern Ireland, eight from the United States, and one from Serbia. This talented and creative team is aiming to show local teens how exciting having a relationship with Christ can be. Through their work here their aim is to help introduce students to Christ and connect them with local churches where they can grow in their Christian walk.

    The Summerserve team is offering two exciting programs for area youths while in Fivemiletown. From 2:00 – 4:00 PM, Monday through Saturday, those aged 11-15 are invited to the Buttermaket in Fivemiletown where there will be daily games and skits. From 8:00 -10:00 PM on Monday through Saturday’s students 14-18 can come to the Wesley Hall for a free coffee bar. Many of the afternoon and evening sessions have special themes and include skits, themed games, and a chance to ask questions of the visitors.

    All area students aged 11-19 are invited to participate in the activities that the Summerserve team has offered. Anyone having questions or needing directions is invited to contact Rev. Daphne Twinem of the Methodist Church in Fivemiletown. (028) 8952 1264. Summerserve is a ministry of Youth for Christ Northern Ireland. www.yfcni.org

    Written by Adam McLane adam@fbcromeo.org

  • baptisms and another church on the schedule

    I am absolutely loving it here in Northern Ireland. It is gorgeous here! I am in Ballyclare now with my team and they are awesome. So far we have done two afternoon clubs in the Grange Estates (projects) and one evening youth club. We have a lot planned and it’s really exciting to be here. Today, one of the boys became a Christian. Jess, my leader, has a pretty good relationship with him and she talked to him last night at club about why we do this. He said he went home and was thinking about it and talked to Billy in our group today and accepted Christ. It was such an encouragement to us! Praise God!
    So many things to tell already, but we are at someone’s office and have to go and get showers at someone’s house.

    If I can write more later- I definately will. Thanks for your prayers. Please keep praying because as we saw today, God definately answers them!

    Love you all-


    This is the news from Dawn’s team “in the hood.” Awesome things seem to be happening all over the countryside. God’s love is being shared and young people are coming to Christ. Does it get any better than that? Speaking for myself, I have never seen such a people who are so friendly and also so open to talking about Jesus. Last nights drop in center went incredible! We had 25-30 students there for our first “real night.” Not only were there lots of people there, many were asking questions about Christianity and even asking for prayer. I spent a lot of time with the same types of students I hang out @LF. I tend to talk to those who are “good kids, lots of problems.” [Translate: Adam really likes them because they talk a lot and can take a joke well.] We played a soccer game that involved kicking the ball against the wall. I have no idea how it really works, but I always lost! The game ended when Dale lit his ball on fire after soaking it in hairspray. [Don’t tell Jon D that this happens!]

    Team troubles and celebrations. Yesterday was a good day for our leadership team… if you forget that they led a food fight during dinner and insulted the cooking of a church member. I was royally made about their stupidity and… so I wouldn’t scream at them… volunteered to do all of the dishes! That calmed me down, then I went and sat under a tree for a while, and finally calmed all the way down when I talked to Kristen for a little bit. Megan apparently likes to rip my heart out when I talk to her when she tells me, “Daddy, I really really really want to play with you.” Ugh.

    Over the weekend as I got to know some of my teammates. In the course of talking to them two of them told me that they felt “held back” in their walk with the Lord since they haven’t yet been baptized. I told them, “If that’s what’s holding you back… let’s go do it now!” They just looked at me, completely shocked at the offer. I let both of them know that if they wanted to that I would baptize them in the lake near where we shower. Well, this morning at breakfast they seem ready to take the plunge. We are tentatively planning on taking this step of obedience on Sunday. In other news of similar celebration, a few people expressed to me that they’d like to fast before beginning our final week of outreach. So beginning this Sunday after lunch through Monday at lunch our team will fast. None of the 10 other teammates have fasted that long but they are very excited about it. Will you consider joining us as we pray and fast for the work here in 5mile?

    A few times my Irish brothers have gotten up at the ungodly hour of 6:30 to do our quiet times together. [For the Northern Irish, 6:30 is a good time to go to bed, not wake up!] We’ve been waking up and reading a passage of scripture. Then, as a reminder, we write the word or phrase on our arms that we want to meditate on all day and take off for a walk. This morning Dave wrote on his arm “teach me” since the passage he read from Dueteronomy didn’t make much sense to him and the passage included the remark, “if you don’t understand this, ask me and I will teach you.” So we walked and just chatted a little as we explored some neighborhoods. We saw that there were some woods that needed to be explored and started over that way. As we got into the last yard before the woods we started across the lawn. Out of the corner of my eye I could see an old man hobbling towards us. I figured he was going to yell at us since we had just gotten finished with a huge round of screaming “hey, cow!” at the ladies in the field enjoying some morning hay. But instead he was just stopping us to tell us that we shouldn’t do in the woods since it has a huge swamp. This guy, later described by Richie as “a wee old man with a crazy lazy eye” was actually pretty nice about the whole thing.

    As we were saying our goodbye’s the old man stopped us. He said, “So, why are ya’s here in 5miletown anyway?” We told him who we were and what we were doing… this got him really excited. Then, this man in his late 70s proceeded to talk to us about Jesus and his relationship with him. He talked to us about the urgent need for evangelism here and about the Lord’s immenent return to set up his Kingdom. As he went on and on I couldn’t help thinking about Dave’s arm. God was using the wee little man to teach him powerfully. I wish I could say stuff like this was rare, but there must be something in the water here… good stuff happens all the time.

    Last night Daphne, our host pastor, asked if I wouldn’t mind filling in for the Crogher church on Sunday in addition to her church. I said, “Why not?” I will be adapting my message from late June called Shaping our Kids. Of course, I’ll have to cut out all the good stuff since I’ve only got 20 minutes. [Did you hear that Bob, 20 minutes? Just think of it as a really, really long introduction!]

    Yes, people are still laughing about my sheep faux pas. Still funny… won’t do that again.

  • She washed my pants

    Something very humbling happened today. We went over to Maime’s [Me-Me] house to do our laundry. I was totally running on empty when it came to clothes, so today I had to get this done. Richie and I went over there about lunch time and couldn’t come back until after 11-14 club. So when we got over there I started looking around in the garage for my clothes.

    That’s when Maime piped in… “Oh, I moved it inside, I’ve been doing a bit of ironing too.” [Insert deep gulp.] So I go over into the house and she follows me in. She is really polite and nice and it is clear that she has not only washed everything I have but also ironed everything but my socks. I took a quick glance over to my boxers… yep, she ironed them too. [The Irish call your drawers “pants.”] Yeah, so for the first time in my life I will have properly ironed drawers to wear in the morning. Just thought that was worth sharing.

    We had about 20 or so kids at 11-14 club today. It went pretty well. The leadership thing seems to be getting better. Hopefully, it isn’t too little too late as I can sense the pastor who is hosting us isn’t impressed with the YFC leadership team.

    In other news… I made my first major faux paus of the American vs. Irish language. In playing Moose Moose today I was messing around with the motions and suggested that the kids doing sheep should use the motions for riding a sheep. Much to my embarrassment this is highly suggestive of bestiality. Oops! Put that on the most embarrassing moments list.

    Here is a note I got from LisaB today

    so i’ve been checking me email thru my team leaders laptop and the computer at
    the “green hut” (aka the yfc monkstown center) my mom almost made me cry the
    other day when i read an email from her. but it’s going good here. kinda bizee
    but im not sleeping on the floor so that’s good. having lots of fun with the
    kids here. most of them are older than me but they love to hear about michigan
    and my life. it’s also very surprising that 90% of all the kids from ages 11 and
    up here smoke and/or drink. and the ppl sell it to them directly or they get it
    from their friends. so ya. but we’re having lots of fun learning new words, and
    coming together as a team. altho some ppl on my team are.. well… interesting
    and kind of like whoa… what r u doing? type of ppl. so ya. that’s the news
    from monkstown. kinda homesick sumtimes when sumthing reminds me of home. i went
    to a baptist church on sunday but it was really traditional and really long. so
    ya. but i think that’s all for now. i’ll ttyl i miss u all! see you all in about
    um i think it’s 11 days but im not sure. so yaLisa Bee!p.s. i keep flicking ppl
    off on accident trying to say 2. argh. stupid irish lol jk

  • I am not, nor will be the leader

    As I’ve mentioned a few times I’ve been reading Lou Giglio’s book I AM NOT but I know I AM. It seems I have read this at just the right time. That phrase, I AM NOT is extremely powerful in my role on the 5mile team.

    Last night was our first drop in center. [centre for the NI team… they need a spell checker!] We had about 20 or so young teens drop by over the 2 hours. Just to give you a picture of their life… 5mile is a tiny town. No stop lights, 1 stop sign, and two traffic circles. Life for them is equally small. They hang out because their parents don’t know what to do with them all summer.

    Mostly they just go to the park as their is nothing for them otherwise. No camps. No summer leagues. No reading program. [programme for NI folks!] No jobs, no movies, no malls, nothing. Just alcohol, smoking, sex, and paramilitary wannabe’s. [Just think of them as gangs in the States, same deal… they tag everything.] So they hang out in the park all day every day. Actually, you won’t see them until 4-5 PM and they are there all night. Last night a big glob of them slept in the park so they could smoke and drink and do God knows what else in the peace and quiet of the playpark. Then they go home at 4-5 and sleep it off. As we talked to them last night we didn’t just sense a hunger for God… they want to know what it’s like to be a Christian, to have hope is something better, to see outside of tiny 5mile. As we’ve gotten to know some of them they have asked us questions about God and told us a little about them. Not that this is a shock, but it was tough to hear that most of the 13-14 year olds are sexually active and find it odd that we have 19 year olds that are not. These are the students you are praying for. In Monkstown, Kilileah, Ballymena, Ballyclare, Moira… and the others… it is mostly the same. Life without Jesus is, well, pretty stereotypically Irish… no happy endings to their stories.
    Here is a little update from Autumn, enjoy!

    Hey I’m in Northern Ireland and its beautiful. I am really excited about
    my team, they are awesome, and I am in Killyleagh right now, its a small town,
    kinda like romeo, but prettier and more colorful, and full of Irish
    people. My team is doing community clean ups in the morning this week and
    kids club in the morning next week and drops ins at night both weeks. Its
    gonna be really exciting, I’m so pumped, but I have to go, its time for Tea (aka
    dinner for all you crazy americans)
    ~Autumn

    Kristen has mostly convinced me that I need to go visit everyone else next Tuesday. As usual, I think she is right.

    Oh yeah, about the weird title to this post. Last night the 3 leaders [Becca, Richie, and Val] had a good sit down to talk about their inability to lead. It really came to a head and I had a good talk with Richie about it. Please pray that these 3 would step up to their positions. I’ve said over and over again to them that I am here to support them and be the scum of the team. Give me the jobs and I’ll do them… I want to free them to lead. Saying to them over and over again that I AM NOT the leader is all I can do. Like I said, please pray that they would take on their role. They are afraid of it… but our success in these 2 weeks and their future success in 5mile depends on them stepping up. I told Richie last night, if I were Daphne [our host church] this would be a very short lived experiment. They scare me… but I know they can do it. They have to because I AM NOT the leader. I’ll only slide into that role as a last resort and if the YFCNI asks me to. Pray that this won’t happen.

    If you are really keen on your NI news, you’ll know that there was a bombing of a building in Ballymena [Either Dawn or Jon is there] last night. No one was hurt and the damage was minimal. I doubt the SummerServe team will even know about it. When you hear stuff like that just remember that the paramilitary stuff is a lot like gangs in the States.

  • I know this won’t be that fun to read…. but there just isn’t a lot going on today. So here I am, back to write a bit more and check my e-mail. We just finished passing out leaflets about our ministry… we’ve called it NO2.

    Since I’m bored I’ll share the funny part about this. We decided that it would be fun to call our drop in center something that was cold. Someone had put up flyers last week in town that said “What’s colder than ice? Wait and see.” So we figured… what is colder than ice? Nitrose oxide. Duh. Only problem… NO2 [which we printed on all of our leaflets and signs around town] isn’t the chemical equation for that. Bible major. Oops.

    In other news, my team has taken up a strange hobby. [I swear, I didn’t start this!] We’ve been taking pictures of Val’s Jesus action figure all over the place. I’ll have to post some of those pics later. Then, as we handed out stuff today Richie kept Jesus in his back pocket. You never know when you’ll have to pull out Jesus on someone.

    Fun things: My team eats too well for a mission trip. While it is true that food isn’t really spiced well, it is made up for by the abundance of offerings and the fact that they eat 4-5 meals a day. There is breakfast, coffee hour, lunch, more coffee, tea [supper], and a dinner snack.

    More fun things: My talking to livestock seems to be catching on. Next goal, milk a cow.
    Still more fun: The showers we have are at a public park about 1/2 a mile from the church. While the walk isn’t bad, the showers are… um…. missions worthy.

    Last bit of fun: Rev. Daphne [no relation to Daphne from Scooby Doo] is a lot of fun. She has a great sense of humor. Although I thought I had given her a heart attack this morning when I scared her as she came into the building. I thought it was one of the girls… she jumped about 3 feet.